OKAY, so I'm sorry about the very emo whiny journal. I was having some issues, but I believe I fixed them now :]. Still not happy about being over here, but since I found the DSL and the key to get to it (not in that order, obviously 8O ), I think maybe these last few weeks will be okay.

I discovered yesterday that singing really loudly to Pink and Alanis Morrisette can be great ways to relieve stress. I sang for about two and a half hours last night (After watching the premire of Camp Rock obviously), and had a blast. so next time I'm feeling a little crazy, I'm turnin' down the lights and bouncing around the house doing the Caramelldansen dance. WHOO.

I feel quite a bit calmer after the trip I had to take two days ago with my mother to drop my brother off at his church retreat thingy in Kerville. I spent most of the day letting out A LOT of issues that were really bothering me, mostly about my family, that I didn't even know I had. But once I started talking, it just got easier to deal. I cried a bit (which I rarely do when it comes to talking about my family situation, but that's a long story) so that helped me a lot too. My mom listens really well and she understands everything I tell her.. So I'm sure the first return trip we take today (we have to go back Monday too) will be more pleasant and less... Cry-y. :]

In other news I have TONS of pictures to scan and color and upload, once I have a bit of time. Dirge of Cerberus and other Final Fantasy things have been taking over my time. I just can't pull away from it ;>>.. I'm going to be grabbing IX and VIII from my mother's today, then I can finish them both :]. I think I'm on the last disk of both still.. Hahaha..

Anyway, I'm off to do stuff before I have to go. All of you people who think it would be fun to text and/or call me, drop me a note! 8D It'll be fun!

BANANA SMOOTHIES AT SONIC. MMMMMM.

-Maya

Edit: =kicks DA and this computer= LET ME CHANGE MY MOOD THINGY D: